a friday morning with my parents at home

another 'e sun is gonna make you bleed' morning.
having my watery oats meal..yurks.i wonder why izzit so watery.did i not cook long enough or too much water is added to make it not resembles the kinda thick and throw out lookalike oatmeal pple have?

tml im gg to Kerlin's baby gal bday party.man..when is my last so called bday party?the one at kindergarden or the one at home where some relatives come.but i barely remembers both.

and is my next party gonna come?usually pple hold a grand celebration for their 21st bday,but am i?the usual hold the chalet and invite all ur frens and kins is all so original and usually its nv that sucessful.
well..lets just pray i have a gd bday then.
the worst case ard is you are alone and there is no bf to make it special for you.

my dad is assuming that i will be looking for jobs,which yea..of coz but im not looking fwd to it.as long as im concerned,i just wanna spend as much time as possible with Jais before school commences.but i told him i will be looking for jobs during june.sheese...its not very nice to bump ard at home and wait to be feed though.
he even went to the Godness of Mercy asked and she said i will meet pple who will help me. how true?we will wait and see.

the weather making my hair like hay..maybe its waiting to be cut soon..well..soon...i had spend quite alot this month.bday,chalets,some things buy to please jais,some food spend on mum and bro etc.

growing up really aint easy..